So, GOD is right there in the middle of it.

There's something new to learn in each and every day - I'm convinced of that. An item that came to my attention at church this weekend was that in those very difficult and uncomfortable circumstances we sometimes find ourselves (I think of constant conflict I have with someone I love), GOD is there. The example in the Bible where this is found is the resurrection of Lazarus. Basically, Jesus had messed around and not come directly back to Martha and Mary when they sent for him and while Jesus was gone, their brother (and Jesus' friend), Lazarus had died. When assessing the situation and feeling empathy for both Martha and Mary and sadness at Lazarus' death, "JESUS WEPT". (Then of course he raised Lazarus from the dead). But the thing that has touched me was that Jesus had a serious emotional experience over everyone's distress and grief.

So, I pretty much had always thought that when my back was against the wall, there was conflict and someone was sarcastic and insulting, or I was experiencing a distressing situation....that I was equipped with the word of GOD to deal with the situation in the most fitting way.....I always tried to deal with it the way I "should" according to the Bible. Being gracious, humble, forgiving, having good boundaries and trying to have a positive attitude. But it was on MY shoulders to take action (or not) and do the right thing, defending myself the best I could. I pretty much suck at it. Guess what - I really never thought about GOD being right there with me, feeling sorrow at my pain and sadness. I guess when faced with those situations in the future, I'll feel better equipped....I don't know - we'll see.